Alone

I sit alone in this vacant and dark room looking out upon the magnificent beauty which is the night,
I see a star that twinkles and glistens , and a tear falls from my eye, i feel so empty as i write this , so alone and unhopeful,
Everything is bringing me to this point of sadness,
I want to run,
I want to be free from all of these dark and unwanted emotions,
I am beginning to question whether the decisions i have made are right and whether i am truly wanted in this world,
Am i truly loved ?  
Or am i just wasting my breathe,
At this moment  i have no idea , i just want this feeling to be over , but the tears dont seem to stop flowing,
I guess i will just wait and see what happens and hope that these feelings will subside ...