Only Love

 

I've never loved a man as much as you...

Except when I thought, you'd forget me:

Then I remembered everything there ever was, indistinctly taking over me!

Then I calmingly remembered... You'd never--ever forget me!

Some people call it vanity... But I call it "I'm yours" and "you're mine".

... and you'd agree.


... And I suddenly pictured your face as you read this--

And I saw you--

Unwillingly nodding your head In agreement...

"Don't love me!"

"Don't love her!"

"She'll never be yours" they said...

They said wrong!

Because--She's always..

Been waiting for you--

All her life!


You'd think...

More powerfully after she's given birth to our only child?

...but no!

When I think of her... Our child has nothing to do with our love.

He's an extension of her and I--

Not an extension of our love!

There is no extension of our love--

Because nothing in this world could ever amount to the love we have for one another.

Shit it's Krystal now!!

Daylight is approaching... I have to go to sleep soon Justin...

I will not/want to remember this poem in the morning.

I will most likely delete it, so he'll never see it....