July 3rd 2014

Puppies are awesome. Picked up my own 12 hours ago. He's so cute. 3 months, so he's not big yet, nor too small. He's potty trained! Yay! That's very difficult to do. Oh god. He does have a habit of wanting to pee when he sees new people, but that's normal for puppies. He'll grow out of it. He does not like playing fetch, as expected. He loves to run. He was all over the living room. I took him for a longer walk just a couple of hours ago. I was afraid he would get steped on, so I took him out when nobody was out. I live in a residential area of the city, rather than downtown. Cheaper, and much better access to public transit. Plus, there is a fenced park nearby, so he ran there. I had to carry him home, he was so tired. I love huskies. I had a golden and a border collie when I was younger. The collie was a terror. She was too much work so we had to give her up. Kinda sad, but I loved my golden. She taught me how to walk, as she was an untrained puppy. I love her so much. Anyways, my sister has a husky. He's a monster. He once broke his collar and ran twenty miles south. He was found, barely alive. Jesus, someone ran him over. He's better now. Afraid of cars. I'm still thinking of a name for my husky. I'm thinking naming him after Telsa, but Telsa seems to a better name for an I-pod house dog thing they used to make. Anyways, the puppy loves the cats. One of them was lying on the rug, and he ran up to it and lied right next to the cat. It was so cute. The cat licked him, which surprised me greatly, because my when my sister's first cat met my golden, it attack the golden. She was only a puppy! But my roommate's cat just licked the dog. I'm amazed. I love my husky. Maybe I'll name him Cerberus. Even though he has only one head, no snake tail, and will most likely hate the heat, Cerberus is a great name. Maybe Nietzsche, or Poe, or Zero. Definitely Zero or Cerberus. Oh, he'll have to get neutered and get shots soon. Oh god, he'll not like that. I'll train him on walking properly, sitting, laying down, jumping, standing up, shacking, high fiving, and maybe even talking and controlled eating (putting treats on their limbs and having them eat only when given the command). Those were the tricks my golden knew, so that'll be fun. I trained a dog before, it was difficult but very, very rewarding. I was told I'm good at it, but that could because I can easily project my voice. Debate helped in that. I never could really speak louder than a whisper, when around people I didn't know very well, before debate. Maybe I'll teach my dog in German, or Latin, so not just anyone can command it. I know some police dogs are trained that way, mostly German. There was a demo of that ability at my middle school. A cop picked me to prove it. They told me to make the dog sit by telling it to do so. I already knew that most police dogs know German, and my dad taught me some German, which I forgot while taking Latin. So I told the dog to sit, and it sat. The cop was amazed. I'll never forget that face. I then told it to roll over, and guess what. It did. Everyone, even the cops, were laughing. I defeated the purpose. I was actually lucky that it knew German, because some know European languages that see no real use in the Americas. I find it a little weird that the dog actually listened to me. Because, usually they'll only listen to their handler. I don't know. I was lucky, that's all, I guess.

When I got near home from a date, there were cop cars all over. I was nervous, because I left the puppy and they hate being abandoned at such a young age. I was only gone for an hour and a half. So anyways, the cops stopped me, then frisked me. Thank god, I didn't have switch on me. They're not illegal, but if it was a murder, I would have been questioned. It wasn't a murder, but it was much worse then one. God damn. It was a brutal rape and beating apparently. I fucking saw the victim. Jesus. I wish I didn't. My girlfriend was with me. We were both freaked out, when we saw her. And truth is, it'll most likely not make the news. I live in a city with a high crime rate. No idea the rank, because it changes so much. Chicago beat Detroit in murder rate, yet is safer than it, somehow. And I believe Detroit used to have the highest murder rate. I don't just get it. Atlanta also has a high crime rate, but there are too many rich fucks there. Georgia is a horrible place to live. When I lived there, there was KKK in the town I lived in. They were allowed to advertise! The fuck! I wanted to punch one of those bastards, but knowing them they would have guns on them at all times. That reminds me, Flordia, in some places, has laws stating you can carry your AR15 while walking around in public! And they also have stand your ground law. I'm staying out of that country. Yes, if you have a law that allows one to carry guns and shoot who ever one wants, you are your own country. Anyways, after seeing the victim, we didn't have sex. We were teasing about it before hand. Blood, bruises and stuff are a turn down for her, and for me. It wasn't my blood...wait... I'm actually glad we didn't have sex. Because I just realized that the condom in my wallet has expired, like an hour ago. Well, we probably weren't going to anyways. She brought it up too jokingly, and I had a puppy to get home to. I fed him then took him to the park. Yeah. Violence and blood never bothered me enough to be concerned about it too much. When I see someone that got shot, I'm not disturbed, but I'm glad they were shot. I just became numb. I wonder if she's okay. She's probably sleeping. She is a student visiting her uncle and aunt for the summer, because her parents are moving and she doesn't want to be in her dorm for the summer. I can respect that. I can imagine that most students would be sleeping much more during the summer. It's tough work, being a student. However, what do I know? I'll text her.

I happened to walk in on one of my roommates fucking in my room, yesterday. They claimed they liked my blanket, bed and lamp. So now, I bought a new blanket, they can have the old one. I'm bought them a lamp like mine, and I bought new sheets, then recommended them a bed like mine. I'm angry. So that explains why there was a condom on my pillow last time. Yeah. Not going to teach my dog how to kill or bite people that enter my room. That'll be too psycho. Thank god they didn't search my room. Imagine what you must. I have pretty valuable collector things, like boxed action figures and pristine copies of my favorite manga. Nothing too creepy, unless you count knife collection. I like knifes. They look so cool. Yes, I know not to play with them. They are weapons, after all. I grew up with guns. So yeah. My uncles taught me well. I hate shooting. I love golf. I hit some balls with my dad a couple of days ago. It was fun. We're playing 18 soon. Can't wait! I'm pretty average at it. I've played in high school, as well as swimming and wrestling. I'm good at swimming, not so good at wrestling. It had to many rules. I'm good at fighting, I did have a brother. Kind as he be, boys be boys.

Working out tomorrow with J. Can't wait. Expect I have to wake up early. I'm on vacation, I shouldn't have to wake up at all.

I'm getting a hair cut soon. It's just too annoying to deal with, right now.

I don't like Maslow's hierarchy of needs. I think safety is more of a psychological need rather than a physiological need.

Oh better post it now. Fucking ADHD making it go idle.