Fading Out

Summing up those faded moments in a life that's static
White noise scratching at bleeding ears
Days full of this and that but a soul that feels empty
Tunnel streched into the distance the light is but a pin point now
I dont know myself
Couldn't pick her out in a crowd if i wanted to
I live but i am no longer alive
...im losing that fire...
The flames turned to embers awhile ago
Barely even ashes now
Senses dulled by unuse now
Sharper than ever when they get a chance to get a taste
Think im turning into an automaton playing the game
Getting pretty good at it
Comfort is messing with the synapses
Firing one cylinder short
Im going dead inside
Need once again to feel lifes' intoxicating high
Help me please to feel alive