Self Deprivation

Alone again
I hate traveling without you

Alone again
My mind drifts to you

Alone again
Your sensuality stirs me

Alone again
Fantasy takes over my mind

Together with your image
My mind takes its perverse pleasure from you

Together with your image
My hands drift about my body the way you would

Together with your image
My hand attempts to replace your intimacy

Together with your image
My mind and hand perversely use you

Alone again
I've peaked and released to your memory

Alone again
I've made a mess of myself

Alone again
I'm left more lonely then before

Alone again
I stare at my phone

Together again
I smile as you answer my call

Together again
You tell me everything you did today

Together again
I drink in your words as if I thirsted to death this very day

Together again
You fill my heart and I'm ready to be alone again tomorrow

Alone again
I hang up the phone