Why Were You There?

Why were you there last night?
Why are you so deep inside?
The dream was horrible, but I wish it were true.
Can't you see that I can't stop missing you?

Do you not miss me too?
What am I supposed to do?
I don't know what to say anymore, I'm so confused.
I thought my feelings were something you used.

In the dream you were so mean to me.
I tried to show you and make you see.
I tried to show you what you mean to me.
You wouldn't listen and you wouldn't believe.

The only option that I had was to leave.
As soon as I was gone, you missed me.
You tried to make your way to me, but it wouldn't work.
I returned because I realized you're all I want in this world.

You accepted me with open arms.
My heart can't take anymore harm.
I thought that I meant something.
I should of known I meant nothing.

I'm sorry you were there last night.
I'm sorry that you are so deep inside.
I'm sorry that I can't stop thinking about you.
I'm also sorry that this is all that I can do.

I want to show you how I feel.
I want to prove that it's all real.
It's far too painful, I'm done.
I accept that you're not the one.