so much

Does anyone care
is anyone aware
of what's missing

I stand up just to break my fall
But everyone wants to see this fall unfold
I can never give up even if they don't give a fuck

The one I love is not by my side
Gone back to her old life to hide
In memory and survival

This was supposed to be my life
she was supposed to become my wife
and now everything is in ashes

What good is recognizing your fate
if all anyone is willing do is wait
And survive in the routine of the past

It must be me
I am in the wrong century
I belong in a time of love and romance

Those times where true love was great
where people once believed in this fate
and followed it with their hearts

I drown in my own hearts tears
And I succumb to my new fears
that I will be alone without your touch

Which I need, so much