Late June 26th or Early June 27th of 2014

I've haven't seen the sun in about 48 hours. It's not that I didn't go outside, it's just that there are some many clouds. Not to mention the fog. It's even cooled down significantly. I'm really grateful.

Around 18 on Friday is when I'm picking the date up. Am I nervous? Nope. Why not? She's cooler than I thought she would be.

I've been thinking about my future. I've been comparing myself to my sibling for a very long time. My sister is in a happy relationship, and my brother could get engaged soon. So as the youngest, I've been think about my future. I see my siblings futures very clearly. Brother is going to get divorced after two months, then start having another chain of one night stands that lasts until he's fifty. Sister is going to be a quadruple widow before she's forty. So what about my future? I can't predict squat. My brother said, "You'll be lucky to live past 25". Thanks for that, Brother. I always know what side you're on.

Story time! I was biking home from work today. It was a amazing, it wasn't raining. It was foggy and cloudy, but I don't mind that. I only almost got ran over five times. Better than last time. Fucking cars, stay in your fucking lane. You shouldn't be drifting into the bike path, or driving in it.

I just watched, for the first time, La vita è bella (Life is Beautiful) today. If you don't know what it's about, I would either watch it now or look up a plot summary or something. I cried my eyes out during most of the second hour. The first hour was funny and not that morbid. The second part was really, really touching and morbid, and amazing. I usually don't cry. I "cry" about some things, but it's more like a single tear. I was bawling. I acted like my sister did when she had her first period. The house was never the same... Anyways, I recommend you checking it out. Heads up, it's in Italian, but the version I watched had English sub. I'm not sure if it is dubbed, but if it is, I would stay away from it. Everything about the film was amazing. The acting was top notch, the writing was prefect, the everything was amazing. I heard about it from my mother. She first watched it when I was hospitalized for the first time. She was scared as fuck afterwards. But she loved it nonetheless. When I was watching it, one of my roommates walked in on me crying. He were so confused. Usually, I don't show much emotion, so it was shock for him to see me crying. I tend to get angry rather than sad, now a days.

Nothing really left to say, other than stay save and have a nice day.