Dying

 

Your were my light in my fucked up world.
It keeps me warm inside even if you’re cold inside.
You made me feel something that I thought was gone in me.
I know u wont lesson to me I know u think no one cares.
But the truth is I care more than I should.
I love you I would say die inside when u say u don’t feel the same.
I hold back the tears and put on a smile when I am killing my self a thousand times.
In my mind I hear a voice it saying u love but not meant to be loved back.
As u walk away I fall to my knees hugging my self saying don’t cry even though I know it is useless because I am dying more and more inside.
I hide my self more in my darkness saying hell I know your there.
I take a knife and looking at it I smile and hold it tight.  
Thinking am I really need in this would of life?
As I start to cry hiding further inside.