A Hopeless Love.

I keep trying, but you don't seem to notice.
I mean, it's hopeless for me to keep trying.
But I know there will never be a chance for us,
And knowing this, I'm lying in bed, crying.

You've made me smile after 5 years of thinking I was emotionally dead.
I was actually genuinely happy.
You made a piece of the old me come out.
But then again, I'm torn because you don't feel the same way.

You don't understand how much it hurts.
This love won't stop growing for you.
Please, do anything you can to make it go away.
If it's that bad, shoot me if you have to.

Hopeless is what it is.
I keep trying hoping you'd come around.
I should qive up because I know it's not happening.
But I don't want to give up, my love to you is bound.