Accidental overdose (for M.J.A.)

Im approaching the final chapter so unprepared, Im scared to write it.  Document how i've failed. The prison fences I scaled, will always be.  Why does escape have to end me?  My intensions were Good, Love never left my soul. Sin stole my life, Keep that in mind.   I Walked blindly into the light  unable to fight my demons  or, did I Refuse to shine? The choice was mine or,  was it
 So wrapped up in the shit.

 It was not me that died


        Im alive inside.