Tried it all

I feel like im going crazy
Always feeling like this
The world aeems so hazy
Is there something I missed?
Always feeling this way
The world full of decay

I try to remain still
What will the doctor say?
Prescribe another pill?
There has to be another way
But isn't that their way?

Nothing can help me
Name anything
I promise I've tried it
My ears constantly ring

I've come to accept
This is my life
Nothing left to it
But never-ending strife

If I choose to change it
There's only one way
That's to leave this world
There's no reason to stay