The truth

I miss you ....
these few words have all my feelings in them
but I smile sometimes when I remember
Your funny jokes
I see each moment we spent together
In different ways
And I keep saying
I wish I could...I wish I had..
Yes, Nothing can stop me loving you
Even these long distances
Between us
I miss you and I must miss you
There are  really not other words
In the dictionary
That can describe the pain
caused by your absence
I didn't know what sadness meant
Till the moment you left me
you  always knew
That I will love you more today
And that  my tears will never bring you back
I have spoiled my heart for a short time
Then you left both of us
My greatest friend,  my soldier
you have loved me too
And loved so much that moment
When you lie on my lap
And murmured  
I want to be a child again
Please Hug me one more time