PUNCHED

Meeting you is easy,  
I did not deny what you had to offer.  
Fitting the rush, the thrill I long for.  
 
Playing with this substance,  
overpowering what pains you.  
 
It swallows you whole.  
This is only the beginning.  
 
I come upon needing more, smoke fades fast.  
Craving that feeling it was before.  
I'll smash it.  
The icea love, its fast and smooth.  
Shooting through my veins so perfect.  
Feeling awake, emotion fades.  
 
Enjoying this love,  
letting it takeover.  
Filling my emptiness I desire.  
Sharing its demons with me.  
 
I see no face to this voice I've known for sometime.
Allowing into my sick evil thoughts.  
Keeping me company and attention.  
Accepting the devious wonders i hide.    
 
Only sharing thoughts with paper, emptying my memory.  
Saving all in writing. To remember all the pain, moments I cherish. An addiction I've grown to love  
.  
Smoke and Ice  
 
My body I fill with ice.  
One is never ending. Your week days fading in silence.  
Times you endure sickness.  
 
Your mind wanders,  
addicted to meth.  
Jumping puddles.
leaving scars.