The Girl That Is Me

The girl that hides and lies all behind a mask.

Fakes smiles and laughs when she gets hit and falls to the ground.

Telling her self its ok becuse one day she will be free.

But late at night crying and cutting her wrists to shit .

She ends up laying down and watches the blood leak from her wrists and wispers why me.

Why am I hated so much its realy hard to breath in this fucked up world .

Why do guys hit me becuse I tell them no when they ask to go out with me .

Why dose my father hate me so much why cant he leave me be .

He tortured me abused me to the point I lost memory.

I am known as a deamon to all my family and they want nothing to due with me why I dont understand but its always been that way.

Laying there awake slowly drifting off to sleep knowing I am locked in a  cage and no one has the key not even me .

One day I know i will die and maby then I will finly be free from this nightmare life I live.