My friend...

Sipping on some water,
All comfy in my bed.
I had just finished listening to the songs,
We once sang together...
The old stuff from when we were just kids.
Every time I listen to them it makes me grin.
Laying down in the dark,
It's now half past one.
I open my phone to send you a text.
I start typing,
With the phone light beaming in my face.
I come to realize you're not here.
The grin disappears from my face.
You're not home anymore.
You're now somewhere,
I can't reach with a phone call or a text.
And my room becomes so silent.
All I can hear is my beating heart starting to pace.
I take another sip of water,
Hoping I can wash down my heart.
Cause I feel like I'm about to throw it up!
And every time this happens,
I feel this.
And it just keeps getting worse.
Cause you're no longer here...

And I fear you can't hear me.
And I hope you can't see me when I tear up,
At the thought of you.
Cause I know you don't like anyone making a fuss.
I wish I could go to that place,
Grab you,
Come back with you and that beautiful face of yours.
Lord knows how much I miss that face of yours.
I miss you....
I take another sip of water,
Roll over, all comfy in my bed.
I guess I'll see you in my dreams,
My friend.


Nik.J.Tucker