In The Bottle Again

All around me,empty bottles of Guinness stout,
Eyes blurry,slowly I'm blacking out,
Thinking of you have driven me insane,
There i go,Im in the bottles again.

Drink down one,drink down two,
It's hopeless;i can never get though to you,
Silent wishes rise up to the sky,
Drink down more to stay forever high.

Teasingly,your eyes probe my soul,
So transparent,you see my goals,
To be your lover,brother and friend,
But it's more fun to you,to watch me descend.

Deep into the cold,dark abyss of despair,
Where it is impossible to hide my fears,
Where my every dream meets with challenges,
Where i hopelessly wait for changes.

A change that will never come,
From the beginning i was warned,
She lures you in until you are way too deep,
Too late to cry now,get some sleep.

But how can i close my eyes,
Without starting to fantasize,
All the things we did together back in the days,
When we started to lust after the sinful ways.

A hawk of horror has me in her talons,
She is taking me high into the heavens,
Her eyes narrows,her smile frowns,
Time to take another victim,she is set to let me down.

But you know i cannot fly,
And i won't even bother to try,
I have loved what is heartless,loveless and vain,
Now it is time for me to pay.