Questions

You never loved me you never tried
You hurt my heart, tore me apart, and then you up and died
I was too fat, too skinny, or too in between
I wish I understood then why you were so mean
You lost your mother at 15 and delivered a child a year later
Your daddy showed you little love so you became a hater
You had five kids that were taken away one by one
What type of mother almost kills her son
What kind of mother breaks an arm before a recital
Withholds life information that is vital
I learned about sex from my stepfathers abuse
I told you about it, but there was no use
So caught up in the money he brought in you decided to stay
Then you wonder why I grew up and stayed far away
Cancer ravaged you, and you still never made amends
I am still left with questions when will this ever end
Suffering from insecurities that I cant leave in the past
God please tell me how long this will last