Everything is not ok

I'm a bit lonely tonight
But I won't say if I am
You may think I'm alright
When I know I'm failing
I comes with a fake smile
As people think nothing is wrong
I try to scream "help me!"
Yet no word have been heard
I lied with a smile when they asked
A smile that hide all my emotions
When deep inside I know
That everything is not going to be ok
You'll find out one day, just one day
That once everything is a lie
You'll realize that everything is not ok