Wake me up.

I'm in a rut.
Sinking into a hole of regret.
Thinking I'll never find my feet,
Again.
This is something I can't defeat.
It's getting hard to speak,
Time keeps getting away from me.
I can't keep living life inside my mind,
Comfortable in my thoughts.
Conversations with myself.
Discussing how I felt,
About this and that.
I need to wake up.
Don't I?
But I can't get out of this day dream.
Everything's so painful,
To talk about.
Can't hold my head high enough,
To reach over that wall.
The wall between the imaginary and reality.
Between the real me and who I want to be.

Strength is slowly building within of me.

Nik.J.Tucker