The Evil Inside 3

I don't like when he intrudes on my thoughts and control my mind
I don't like the devil being a part of my being
I don't like anything being in control of me
I don't like that it prevents me from loving my own parents
I don't like that I am so weak to its control
I don't like that I like the feeling of evil sometimes
I don't like that I sometime feel that I am the devil and God invades me sometime
I don't like that I feel like I’m going crazy most times

I hate that singing annoys me
I hate that I want to kill everyone that does
I hate that there has to be a night
I hate that I have to be awake
I hate that I like the smell of blood
I hate that I like the smell of burnt flesh
I hate that I like the smell of fear

I hate that I like that people hate me

I hate that I love to kill women more than men
I hate that I love the burn my kills with coconut oil
I hate that I love the thrill I get from a splash of blood
I hate that I love who I am