Dear Kanten (written for the "Suicide Notes" comp.)

Dear Kanten,      
       
If you're reading this,      
I'm dead.      
If you're reading this,      
I've lost the battle.      
If you're reading this;      
The innate drive,     
to stay alive, has perished        
and lost the fight        
to a part, that urges me      
to find refuge,      
in my own self demise.        
If you're reading this,      
I am so sorry, Baby Boy.      
       
Love,      
       
Mama