More than just lust

The day I met him I knew where this was headed  
He had his girl and I too was wedded  
I knew I should have kept my distance  
I should have not even acknowledged his existence
I knew it would be a challenge because he became my one desire  
I never thought this is the way I would be playing with fire
The question I had to ask myself was it worth losing his trust?
Well I already knew that it was more than just lust  
He made me feel something I haven't felt in so long  
So how could it be so wrong?
He made me feel wanted and loved
But maybe it wasn't something we should push and shove
At this point I really don't even care
We can't help the passion that we share
I just hope one day we can together without the fear that I feel
Because I know for a fact that what we have is real