20 going on 16

i'll be 20 in a hundred days
ive still got acne on my face
I still hate shaving
who the hell decided
that hair belongs on your face


I know im aging
I know it sucks
im fucking scared of growing up
i know im older
this shit sucks
im fucking terrified
and man i feel like throwing up


I still wear skinny jeans
and I still dye my hair
I still wear make up
and paint my nails
and I find it hard to care


I know im aging
I know it sucks
im fucking scared of growing up
i know im older
this shit sucks
im fucking terrified
and man i feel like throwing up


i smell like cigarettes
my hair's a mess
i can't believe ive come to this
can't get a job
i don't know how
to work when everyone i see i want to punch into the ground


I know im aging
I know it sucks
im fucking scared of growing up
i know im older
this shit sucks
im fucking terrified
i never wanted to grow up.