My Life

Save me a smile just in case I'm not strong enough to smile back.
I've been praying for answers
but its something my soul just lacks.
Pacing around memories
 Touching dark shadows
Terrified of failure,my heart feels so hollow.
To be at war you don't have to join the service..
I look in the mirror everyday and get nervous..
Afraid of what i'll become
because my world is dark but its never night
I scream in silence because i'm frightened by light.
To love yourself as much as you love the world
Is impossible because I was never given a chance to be that lil girl.