Frustrated (His version)

I have seen,felt and danced into her dark side .  
I am in a state of unsettle nerves which are about to burst.  
I wish to be taken into the abyss and lie their silently.  
I must stop interfering with my wife's recessions ,depression,phobias  
I had a  rude awakening this morning wanted to make love it wasn't a option!  
The second time was worst what can a man do to express my love to one with out turning her off?  
I am aware now how she is  turned off and bitter even angry that I am around her (this shit hurts me she has no resentment like this is how it going to be  
take it or leave it) ,not fare at all .I did  not sign up for this crap ,hope tomorrow she shows a little  generosity towards me  
I personally cant take another week of this!