You

Why do you do this to me?
I can't even control myself
Saying things I wouldn't EVER
And yet I have no filter

I'm smiling like an idiot
Grinning ear to ear
And my face is flushing red

It's just the things you say
You're such a Mr. Cool
Proud of what you're doing
As I'm acting like a fool

It's like you can see through me
A truth I'm scared to know
You're driving me completely crazy

I'm longing to hear that laugh
And not feel so invisible
Like I'm 12 again
You're stuck on my mind

As if an old school film
Completely stuck on replay
So do me this one favor

Tell me if its pointless
If I'm just being dumb
But please don't leave me hanging
Cos I'm losing my mind