Fuck Sundays...

It’s 7PM on a Sunday
85 degrees outside and my balls are sweaty
A monstrosity hanging between my large, fleshy thighs
Comcast shuts off my cable for the 10th time for pirating porn
And I’m harder than a dog in heat
Fuckin’ eh…
There’s nothing on Bangbros but remastered videos that were released 5+ years ago
Realitykings hasn't released any updates for weeks
So much for a 25 dollar one month membership
Brazzers is beginning to bore me
And I’m tired of seeing that bald piece of shit Johnny Sins on EVERY FUCKING VIDEO
I can’t stop thinking about going to school tomorrow
And even if I tried jacking off the Zoloft makes it harder to orgasm
Fucking happy pills and antidepressants won’t work but benzo’s work wonders
Sadly my therapist thinks they make me angry
Because I’m an unfortunate nobody with Aspergers Syndrome
Who happens to be misinterpreted every time a word comes out of his mouth
Maybe it’s because I am truthful but it’s why I've stopped speaking
My words are used against me
I am their guinea pig
They want my blood
They want my piss
They want my hair
And I’m on new meds almost every month
They watch me closely and listen to everything I say
Which is why I stick to pen and paper
Chisel and stone tablet
People tend to question why we do drugs
Why we drink too much alcohol
Why we strap ourselves with bombs, guns, and ammunition and walk into elementary schools
While they strap us with straight jackets and Seroquil and a low self-esteem
They ask about Heaven and Hell and the afterlife
And the 72 virgins who are just waiting to be deflowered by angels and demons with dirty faces
They keep arguing about who’s religion is better
Who’s dick is bigger
Who’s dick they’re riding to get an absurd amount of so called respect
Who has the fanciest car
The fanciest house
The trophy wives
Who get’s all the pussy
Who has the most contradictory values
Until they are all lead into the zeitgeist death trap
That they were all destined to meet
This is your destiny
This is your fate
This is what you wanted
So shut the fuck up
Get high
And watch the whole fucking world burn