Sorry

I'm sorry for the pain you feel I caused
 And i'm sorry for trying to repair the scar you placed on my heart
I'm sorry for my heart continously breaking,and this tear soaked face.
I'm sorry you just didn't know how to be a man and let me go for heavens sake.
I'm sorry for asking and not taking matters into my own hands
and I'm sorry for the way I drown in tears and cuff my face into the palm of my own hands and.... Masking me.
I'm sorry for being the gurl someone misses and not disses.
Most importantly I'm sorry for not being able to continue this ..he..or was it We..
I'm sorry for not being able to hold it together because my soul became weary and weak.
I'm sorry for days when you got angry and wanted to hit on me.
I apologize for not fighting back and you having it your way
I guess we all pay a price and mine was letting you stay...
I'm sorry for believing your apologies was true..
and I'm sorry for feeling small and confused,but despite it all I only loved and needed you.
I'm sorry I was sick and depressed,verbally abused everyday I should have some regret...
I'm sorry you made me so stressed and I couldn't hold our child
Don't worry its in heaven now smiling down..
when I think of our baby my frown turns into a smile
No longer will I have to worry about him or her being frightened when you wanna tare me down.
I'm sorry...