Happy mother's day

I ripped her to shreds
I replayed it over and over again
in my head
It made me scream
and cry
but I did it
I killed you
I got so much satisfaction
from killing you
The thrill
overcame me
it became me
I cant stand how
indestructable
I truely am
But I wont miss you
I wont ever love you again
YOu wont hit me
Or have your boyfriend
Fuck me so you could have sex to
I cant take it
I shot you
I shot you over and over
seventy-four times to be exact
but why?
Becasue you were mine
because you were suppose to..
protect me
please he was going to leave you
so you said he could have me
Do you not understand it hurt
I was pure
A virgin
And you had him stick is
stupid tiny dick in me
and then question
why I cut his dick off
it was because of you
Everything is because of you
I hate you mom
But your going to the gate
Lying there styarring at your bloody sheets
Starring at your bare skin
While he lays on top of you
I shot you over and over mommy
But why
because you
You chose love over me
You hurt me
And Over what?
A guy
Well can we even call him a guy
I mean  he has no dick anymore
So I laugh
and laugh as I stare at all the blood
and come to your ear
which is disconnected from your face
and softly whisper
Happy Mother's Day
Mommy