why? ..

these words of yours i pardon, but your pain is still my burden.. our untimely fate has left me astray, my heart has been ripped every which way.. chilled.to the bone, im left to pick up the pieces alone.. unable to bear the thought of you anymore, i drop to my knees down to the floor.. i have blood from my wrists, tears still moist in my eyes, i wonder aloud, why..