Insomnia

i can taste
you on my tongue
my memories smell
just like cum
and now oh christ
what have i done
its midnight now
just let me fall
asleep

i dumbed my mouth
cant hardly speak
my livers numb
my heart is weak
because of you
i cannot cope
ive crushed your dreams
and killed my hope
oh fuck i swear
to heathen gods
you tortured soul
im haunted now
its 3 am
and i cant get to sleep

the night is thick and hot
fuck if im delirious
but im sure
i know that voice
now its 6
and the smell
of rotting love
and putrid betrayal
prevents my sleep

gripping, grinding
teeth and bone
its over now
and im alone
insomnias how i atone
im lost inside this clouded world
of purgatory, my black hole
and i can lay
inside my head
for eternity
because youre dead
but fuck if i
just cant seem
to trick myself
and trip myself
its 9 o' clock
and i cant fall
asleep