trapped in this room

i open wide my eyes
as i peer across the room
i laid in my bed
i couldn’t move my legs
but somehow i can walk
i see my body as it lays there
i can not feel a beat
as i place my hand across my heart
where am i? why am i still here?
it's like i am forever trapped in this room
i can hear the cries of my family
as they ponder my death
but it's even a mystery to me
i thought we went to heaven?
i have done no wrong
but i guess my soul is stuck like a song
i can see my wife as she weeps at my side
i can no longer shield her freight
she had this fear of being alone
as if she knew one day i wouldn't be there
she holds my hand within hers
tears flooding from her eyes
i walk over to her and whisper
i will never die my love
my soul lives in you're heart
and everytime it beats
my heart will beat too
as long as you love me
i will never leave your sight
even if death has taken us apart
i will let you have a fresh start
find another reason to be strong
because it won't be long
until we are both trapped in this room.