"My Indifferent Self."

Do you think I give a
good god-damn about
this life...
I don't give a fuck, my
friend

I enjoy living but I know
that it is, what it is and
that one day, it'll all end

So, I sedate and ponder
it all the best way that I
can

Do I want to die; well if I
did, then it would be to
all the indifferent feelings
that I feel...

Peel back that hardened
layer and once again, feel
something real

But when I pass from this
death unto life, I want to
feel elated and once again,
alive

So I therefore strive, to
make it day to day...

Live it in my own individual
way; and that's all that anyone
can expect