Blind Crush

poetic intrico
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 he enters
 my shadow for a
 trickle charge all-nighter  
 
the beast
 knelt before me
 to meet my hungered
 needs.
 
I knighted him
 with my spiked belt.
 thresh to thrash
 blood ties the tightest
 
{I close my eyes}
 
my flesh glistens to the heat
 when he leaned in to kiss
 my pink-folded treasure
 
a game I like to play.
 until my world darkens
 beneath a blind cranial crush
 
his agenda spins quick the flavor of desire...
 
 
 
There you stand ominous in the cold, leaning against a street lamp, on the corner of fifth and main with your hands tucked in your coat pockets. In deep thought, no doubt, as you squint those chiseled eyes to the smoke streamers that snake up from the cigarette in your mouth.
 
 You slice your glance back toward the pay phone next to you and take another quick drag before swiftly thumping the butt into the rainwater trailing along the street's curb. You watch it as it makes its descend into the wide grates of the drain before turning your attention back to the phone.
 
 The creases across your forehead are deep. Deeper than I remember. It had only been three days, but it felt like an eternity since that dark day. I can only imagine your expression when you got home to find a knife stabbed in the front door with a note from the devil, and only the lingering scent of me, your obsession - left there to greet you.
 
 I watch you through the stinging blur of my hot tears, and tinted windows of my captor's van.  I whimper against the gag in my mouth.  Trembling and tugging at the tight, abrasive hemp that binds my wrists together.
 
You'd kill him if you could, for the things he is doing to your girl.  A rattlesnake has enemies. You're the snake and the devil has found your weakness.
 
 He violates me while watching you pace for answers.  Violation in the form of sodomy. Right here in the line of cars across from you. My face contorts to the agony.
 
 He grabs a fist full of my hair, yanking my head back to meet his hot breath. "Look at your pathetic man. Watch him suffer while I brand you, unfit!" He bites my ear before ramming his cock deeper in me. Over and over, he slams against my tail. My saliva strings to my breast as I struggle and whine under the duress.
 
 I see you answer the phone then slam it back down. With a quick glance around, you turn and walk away.  Head hung low, you light up another smoke.  My muffled screams go unnoticed as you disappear around the corner.
 
 My eyes drown in their salty ocean. He continues raping me before punching me in the back of the head. I see little, white sparks before everything is transformed to my favorite color. Black.[/font]