Regret

With blood rushing from her veins,
She sits in a corner screaming in pain.
 
"Why is my life so sad?" she yells,
"How did it get this bad?" she cries out to no prevail
 
She thinks back to the days she was happy,
the days that were full of joy when she was younger.
Only to come back to reality, with her head spinning,
and then her eyes become heavy with slumber.
 
Her eyes drowning in tears, thinking about all her sorrows,
She fears nothing, but the time she can no longer borrow.
 
"No, i'm not ready to die," she says when she realized what she's done,
"This was a big mistake." she's thinking, "How stupid of me, how dumb."
 
She tries to stand to her feet,
as in her life she really cared.
Just to tumble and fall back, and bump her head;
Her eyes close, she sleeps now in her forever nightmare.