You Know

I hate this

I'm in such excruciating pain
Whats worse..
you put me there

you know whats even worse than that
I cant tell anyone
Not one soul..

you know whats even worse than that
You always said
You could never live with yourself
If you ever hurt me

And I don't know how I'm still breathing
In this day and age
I can't even find you

My love where are you?