My Love

I promised myself
This time..
yeah this time
I wouldn't let you get under my skin

But I let you.
And you're gone again
You disappeared.
Poof!
Just like that.

I can't find you.
And I'm the one who feels lost
How can that be?

Do anything to numb the pain.
Do anything to pass the time
Where are you?
Where are you my darling?
My heart? My soul? My love?

I swore to myself I'd never fall for you again
And I asked you before when I did would you catch me
You promised me you would..

But I'm on the floor
I'm shattered, broken on the floor
And your arms are nowhere to be found

Where are you my darling?
My heart? My soul? My love?

Yes I said it
My love.
Because I think I've fallen for you.
I think I love you
Even though I shouldn't it
Even though its looked down upon

You've awoken apart of my soul
I closed up long ago.
I swore to never reopen

I closed it to never feel this
This brokenness, this hollow.
This void,
Where are you?

I can't find you!
My arms reach for you
My heart stretches out for you
And you are nowhere to be found
And I'm the one lost.

Without you
Apart of me is gone

Without realizing it
I gave you apart of me
I gave you a piece of my heart
I gave you most of my heart

My love, come back.
My heart beckons you
My soul is screaming for you!

Please take this pain away
I can't live with it
Come back!
My darling, my soul, my love
My heart. You have it.

Do you not understand?
Maybe you missed it.
I missed it.

Somewhere between being mad
And you telling me how much I meant
My heart slipped from me
And into yours

Do you not feel it
I swear it beats with yours

My heart, My love
Please come back.

Please, I'm begging you.

I'm dying here without you.

A piece of me is dying
Only you have the oxygen
To breathe life into my soul again.

I love you.