Broken Record

I wake up each morning slightly saddened
No ones there to share my passion
No longer looking and growing old
My heart is breaking from turning cold
My smile is warming to the eye
Its only a mask of a disguise
Wondering now about giving up
Should I be looking only for lust
Women see me not as a man
But a biker child that they demand
Finding out I'm not as I appear
But not a child that is clear
They see me now and try to cope
For I am a real man full of hope
After a while it always fades
The feeling of love slips away
Telling me that something is wrong
They don't know how to carry on
I'm everything they could imagine
Saying they are far to damaged
Knowing now what I need to do
Hold them close and say I love you
Find your way back to your home
So you can be no longer cold
Always there to be your friend
But nothing more... and nothing less