Lifecycles

My mind seems to exceed  
my body both in    
ambition  
ability  
as well as strength  
   
At every attempt to be    
responsible and active    
(whatever responsibility is worth)  
Exercising  
I always come w/in the grasp of health  
only to be reminded of my brash egotism  
to think I could  
   
.     .     .  
   
One is left little mystery  
as to a reason to find a  
fascination w/ opium.  
The word itself like a climax  
that adds tense, lustful anticipation  
to it's mere  mention for it's fanatics.  
   
A movie Cameo.  
   
.     .       .
 
 
The active opiate user never writes of his or hers use of opium.    
 
The child never screams for the breast as it suckles.  
 

This, I believe, most likely, of a far longer, or unexpected nature than I'd care for, gives excuse to my near fraudulent claims, had I made claims. I merely touch dreams.    
   
Caress, but do not kiss