I know I'm a drunk

I know I'm a drunk.
Who gives a fuck?
Call me a punk.
I know I suck.
But who's to judge,
He who finds bliss
In tar and sludge?
It's an abyss.
It's a way of life
That deserves respect.
It's how my future wife
And I connect.
Say what you want.
Say what you will.
Laugh & taunt
You're missing the thrill,
The thrill I desire
To have all day.
I'm already higher
Than I was yesterday.
So fuck you,
You sober piece of shit.
It's untrue,
What you say of it.
I brings joy,
To souls numb.
It doesn't destroy.
Where's my rum?