Gimme Some More

It was so nice when you stole my car and the police arrived on my doorstep at 2AM
It was even nicer when you ran away from home and made me sick with worry
But please, gimme some more, let's just see how much more I can handle

It's been so lovely to watch and listen as you blame everyone on the planet for your poor behavior and decisions, save yourself
It's been even lovelier to overhear you spew lie after lie about me like venom from your mouth
But please, gimme some more, cuz the fun's just starting, no?

It's been great fun to experience your betrayal over and over again
It's been even more fun to witness the despicable example you're setting for your little brother
But please, gimme some more, cuz I haven't completely lost my mind yet

It's been the joy of my life to watch you learn to play the role of Victim so very well
It's been even more of a joy to feel the sting each time you push me away
But please, gimme some more, cuz there are a few pieces of my heart that you haven't managed to crush just yet

Push as hard as you want
Hell, give it your best goddamned shot
Cuz I love you, you stupid fucking bitch
And maybe one of these days you'll finally see that I'm not going anywhere