I'm addicted

I'm addicted
Not to weed
Not to speed
It isn't pills
Or seeking kills

Its the pain
You break my heart
I go insane
But I come back always in vain

You own me
I say "I cant wait"
But ill always stay
Truth be told I cant walk away

When you make me cry
I just want to die
But a little bit of me smiles inside

So I guess drugs are not all that kills.
You don't need weed
or speed
or pills

The stress may hurt
But it hurts so good
Like any drug
Anywhere from the hood to Hollywood

Ill rest my head
Its time for bed
Maybe tomorrow ill walk away
But that is what I always say

Then I go off and need a fix
So here I am at your feet
I don't care if I get beat