Me,Myself,and I

I wake up to myself everyday
I see the nicely drawn purple bags under my eyes
I remember when I use to smile
And never actually cry

Another day has passed
Another long one too
The rain pounding against my window
It's night time now

I can hear the voices in my head
Telling me to rebel against my parents
I usually do but not anymore
I've lost all that fight
Because of that one night

I'm fixated on the past
I cannot let all mistakes go
Why am I like this?
I truly don't know

I let no one hear my thoughts
Unless it's written on paper
That nobody reads
It's all about
Me,Myself,and I