Black Holes

I believe that were all under pressure
It feels like someones died in my heart
but not my mind
but you've walked away, four years today
four years today, you've still become astray
im not saying i didn't deserve it
for all the lies, deceit and the pain i caused
I spit half truths in your face, my dishonesty misplaced
In a world of ignorance and arrogance
Let me reiterate, everyone's at war with themselves
I'm sorry for being dishonorable
loosing morals while loosing brain cells
The drugs never helped
Drinking my life away when i fucking had it all
Why can you see my inner self?
My inner spirit, my mind body and soul is a mirror image
replicating those of which TV depicts as normal
Parallel Worlds
A black hole sucking in life or a world of happiness
i cant feel myself, im not alive anymore
i hate my selfishness, walls of hate closing around me
This is insoluble, inoperable
my aspirations of growing up have died
My blue eyes have gradually turned black
as yours still shine
I've disconnected from the discontent
and ive lost myself

Praying my name
I'm speechless to say this again and again x 2

You wont even batter an eye lid, I wish
The time i abide by the commandments
Put my morals in place, in my face
so i do no wrong
What is life?
What does it mean?
The significance of influence is just too strong
take me home, take me in your arms
Alarmed ill be
When you open up to me
Ill find love, entwined in my life
the surprise, the comfort of no deceit and lies

Take me home, breaking bonds and restore
Take a chance in this life
Take me home