Go

I just want to be alone where the grass doesn't grow
I want to be faced down under the dirt
I want to think that they could live happier when I'm not around
Sometimes when I close my life it's clear why I'm here
How I got to this stage in life it's a burden in itself
So forgive me as I'm falling down I did not prepare well
If for some reason they read my tears in me they found them self
So I walk alone fearing every little thing
If I could fly i would never feel the gravity that pulls on my veins
I'm here for you and your here to leave
It's a thing we have to live with and a thing I cannot breath
Please just go away I can't see your fucking fake
I wouldn't bother the force it takes to make you stay
If I could go back I walls have ran away before I bothered you
Before I tied you in this space I'm so sorry of your pain
I can't make it go away
Just dig me up it's what you like to do your afraid to be alone
It doesn't matter me and you. I just need some time under this light
And if it kills me instead of strength then I welcome a new place
Don't judge me it's here id rather be you never knew me
How could u crave my responsibility my void in desperate need
Leave me be Ill show a side of needless being a shirt and pants
Is all ill ever be