Not This Time

This is like a bad record
Another loved one in a bad spot
And here I am not able to speak a word.
We haven't spoken in days
And I cant get you out of my head

God please just let him be alright
I don't care if were together
I don't care if I ever lay eyes on him again
Just let him get through this.

Boy I was always to scared to tell you
But you had me hook, line and sinker.
That's why I snapped when you walked away
Because it crushed me.
I promised myself I'd never allow myself
to feel that again.

But you walked into my life
And I just knew you were something special.
I still remember the look in your eyes
As you would look into mine.
Even recently.
How I wish I could read your mind.
I want to know if you feel the same.

But, no that's selfish.

You're in a hospital bed so far away from me.

God please don't punish him.
He's already been through hell.
Get him through this.
Bring him home. I'll walk away.
I'll leave him alone.
I promise.
Just bring him home.