Hide Away

I wish that I could hide away from everyone and everthing .

Lock my self up deep inside and throw away the key . Stop my self from crying late at night till early moring . lock away all my fellings thoughts and dreams .

Seal myself  inside an empty shell and go threw life with out feeling anything just the feeling of being empty and hollow.

I realy want to hide away into the darkness and never come out agan.

But I do feel hurt and pain you know I am not a robot.

But maby I should be come one ... I stoped talking becuse I cant find any words to say . its like everything has gone dead .

The words and actions people give me when they say that they love and care are all just lies and bad acting it makes me want to vomit and just dissapear.

My  real thoughts and feeling are nothing to anyone anyway.

I want to be come an empty shell with no thoughts or feelings at all.

I wish I  realy could hide away and never be hurd from agan .....