Husband to a friend

 Husband to a Friend
Flying by like a star in the dark night
You Filled me with wonder an filled me with a light,
Fading out before the light in us was ready for the cold long dark night
The Love Light was gone before its time,
I gave my love, I shared my years,
I shared my bed with you for all these years,
You’ve know my dreams you’ve known my fears,
I gave my life, I shared my vows for all these years,
For better or worse, there would be there could no one else,
But darlin after all these years of goin from your lover to your friend,
My mind is no longer in control of me, the spirits gone an the heart he feels he’s dead,
An after all the time I must finally know, Darlin since an if I’m just your friend,
Will you let me be free an try an love again,
After all the years, even though the music box has stopped, in your words I still believe,
All I wanted was for you to love me the same, Lovers till the end,
No, No, no… please don’t let me just be a friend, Oh this heart ache I can’t take,
It hurts too much to think, the tears blinding me, as I try to hang on to every past memory,
Cryin for what might have been, what could have been, Darlin please don’t leave me this way,
I know you want me to stay, an talk an just laugh about our day,
But in you I still love you so much, an I need you here inside of me,
Don’t turn your husband into a friend,
Lord how I wish that this love would live on
But there is no light an there was no child,
Lord, how can I walk out the door, when I cant even crawl,
Let me Love again, Lord for the first time I know fear,
Layin here next to you, I’m afraid to open up my eyes, an see you stare at me that way…
My Beautiful Girl, I miss you so much,  I didn’t know how heartbreak can leave you this way
Why did you take the better part of me, an leave me crippled an weak,
Do you think of times with me when Im not there,
Did you know what you were givin up in me when you left me this way
This letter to you I send, Lord let this be a way,
By the time mornin light heads our way, I don’t know if I have the strength to be here for the sunrise an the mornin breeze,
In this letter that I send, can you see the tears on my face, try an see the words that are within me,
Oh the love of my life,,, I still feel love for you right now,
But Darlin set me free, an let me love again,
This letter next to you on our bed I will place,
Signed: Your Husband to a friend