Lost

I wander inside, alone. Seeking the unknown treasures, among the wreakage That use to be me. Pieces are scattered everywhere,I fight to care enough about myself, to try and salvage My remains The blood stains that use to paint my sleeve have been shouted out. Now I recall what im about, thats one part. Yet im still on pause, contemplating on starting again. Chanting win, when, win.  All  I can do is fucking win. I bow my head and begin. Please lord forgive me for I have sinned.